Last Sunday, I really can't control myself as I start to fall in love with someone. This feeling suddenly came up to me in sudden. Actually, this feeling already came since I entered ward 4 with her and the others together. So on that Sunday, I try to sound her and thanks Niya for supporting me all this while. I also will not forget about Farhanah, Winnie, Shobana, Yacob, Shariff, Reshmi and many more for supporting me. I asked her that I actually admired her since I have enter this ward but she can't accept me on that day as she need to thing about it. I'm okay with it and I will wait for tomorrow.
Monday, I've got morning shift so I came at about 5.50am in the ward and listen to some music from my mp3. To be honest, I'm scared but I try to control myself not to be scared. Luckily, Yacob came quickly so I not scared anymore. Blahblahblah, kinda alot of work to do and yeah Syamsiah came at 12.30pm as she work in the afternoon. I was doing my work in my cubicle and quickly approach to her and we kinda have a little chat for awhile than I continue work while she get ready to work. 3pm already so I and yacob go home but I forgot to say goodbye to Syamsiah. Nvm, I just msg her and yeah she reply on her break time. Wooohoooo, She gave out the answer and its a YES!!!.(080609 @ 4.23pm). I can't believe my eyes that she was also admire me since we enter that ward. Maybe our love fated at that ward...hahaha.
Tuesday, Also worked in the morning and standard uh got alot of work to do sia. I can't believe it as the time runs so fast till my dearest Syamsiah came. Wow, am I dreaming as she looks so beautiful today. Even the others said that she looks so different today. It is 2.45pm and I am ready to go home but I need to transfer one patient to ward 2 so I go with herna, AN Syikin and one staff nurse. Idiot AN Syikin as she changed herna with Syamsiah. I was like aiya so paisey uh but we manage to transfer it together. Wow, that's my first time doing work with my dearest. hahaha. While on the way back to my ward AN Syikin always teasing me and dearest. K after that, packed up my stuff and say goodbye to dearest. Farhanah, Niya and I board the bus to queenstown mrt and go home in a different way.
Wednesday, also morning and standard uh got alot of work to do. I always look at the time and can't wait for dearest to come. Woohooo, not long she come lah and she wave at me. (Kembang2). While doing some worked, I heard that all the nurse in the ward know about my relationship with her. Aiyo!!!. I was so shocked and I really wanna know who tell them???. Some of the nurse jealous about us as some of the nurse always call me ''My dear'' but now cannot anymore. But I know they are joking actually....hahaha. 3pm, so I changed and go to tampines mall. Walauwei, after I changed Niya and Shobana was like ''You are hot'', take picture with me. I took some picture with them and went I come out from the staff room, my dearest was outside. Everyone wants me to say 'I love you dear' before I go and I said it but in philipino language. hahaha. K make my move to tampines mall and guess wad the parka price rise up and I did not buy it....:P.
Thursday, worked in the afternoon shift and dearest worked in the morning. Actually, I'm sick but I force myself not to stay home as later I need to do make up lesson on saturday. My face do look so pale and even my dearest said that. 3pm so she go home but before that she wave at me and tickle me. hahaha. Break time so msg her and eat wth yacob and farhana. At nyte, something bad happen to one of the patient but I can't said it here.
Friday, worked in the afternoon and yeah saw dearest everywhere so we just smile only as need to keep a low profile. Meeting starts and I miss saying goodbye to her as she going home. Umm k , Alot of work to do till the second break start but only me and winnie going to break as yacob going down watched soccer. After break, do some work than go home but sadly this is my last day in the ward. I can't believe my eyes that Jenny and Latha wanna to cry as I'm leaving. Btw, Jenny sorry if I love to sing the song called 'Jenny' infront of you..hahaha. Before going home, I, Jenny and Lyn have a little chat and guess what we talk using tagalog language. hahaha. After that go home with Atikah and guess what her mom call her popeye.hahaha.
Name: Muhammad Firdaus Bin Jamal / Fifi james way.
B-day: 28101992.
Age: 17(This year)
School: ITE College East (Simei)
Course: School of Applied And Health Science (Nursing)
Hobby: Playing guitar, soccer, running and modern dance.
About me: I'm a friendly person who love making fiend with other peoples in this world. Currently attached to my one and only Nur Syamsiah Binte Badis since 080609 and she have been a wonderful girlfriend that I had.
Name: Muhammad Firdaus Bin Jamal / Fifi james way.